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Did you know the feeling when you already know someone you knew the most is changing the way he used to be?

he changed the way he used to talk
the way he used to dinner with me
the way he used to hug me

those some butterflies that in your stomach but not to tell you how happy you are but to make you realize how damage them caused you

it is hard to tell whether to say you are okay just by knowing you know the exact thing happened or you are totally deep in sorrow since the first night you cried for sleep,
you cried for knowing he doesn't feel the same as you anymore,
you cried for knowing he still loves you but sicks in the same time,
you cried for what you feel in the 2 AM thought,
you cried for how you wished he still madly with you,
that you and him did not in the same place no more.

Wished that I realized how tired he was to be stucked with me for those kind of days.