The Unsent Love Letters

I am pouring myself into words into deepest soul just to let you know It is hurt to be half loved I was defenseless by knowing you were better off without me why should it be your best when I feel like it my worst? you are laughing and blessing when I am breaking and cursing

I was foolish I let myself loving him harder deeper and I was being so naive by thinking we were drunken in love we were had the same vision I'm just afraid by facing the truth that it was me whose love is real Thus I got damage I was broken I had none to heal nor to cure he created the broken me I was reckless by thinking that our ship won't be sailed

Back at the day the very nice day of us we were hanging, laughing, teasing with nothing to fear as we've got the clues of our future it looks like everything has fallen harder in the very nick of our loves we knew we had to stop but keep staying instead we had ourselves began a war of our undefined hearts

The night I’ve spent Were the worst When you are the 2 AM thoughts And I just kept wondering Which versions of you I might get You were nearby but not to close Still took the space Still needed the boundaries You were so far yet so near You drew the blurry lines Whenever I’m trying to get to you Trying to be hold Onto you ‘Twas hit the worst of me It keep me holding on Nothing And push me hard to Falling

he is the star I can only stare he is the kiss I can only miss I asked for the cure but you engrave me the wound that left haunted I've loved you really and you hurt me deeply the damage you caused left me cursed and none is remedy he is the drug I give him my life and he gave me the death