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the hug we've share maybe the farthest

it is separate us from being two
it is showing how long we've not been the same place no more

I've told you once I am damaged.
it is hard for me to trust you for a while
it is keeping me needy for the reassurance

...
because everyone is always left,
betray,
or choose someone else.


I am a lot needed some words which are not bleed me into the hell,
which are stopping my tears from streaming down my face,
although I know it is not your job to make me fine
or to stitch me.

I sense I am slowly letting you go,
but I don't want to
the most difficult thing is
what I feel never really dies all at once
all I can do is wait and watch it fade away
one day at a time

because I know,
I am not the part of your life anymore.