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People say that our first love will always live in our memory and has the very special place in our heart. People say that our first love will always remind us what love’s meaning was. They thought us what it feel like to get broken, happy, silly, mad, butterflies in our stomach, crawling in the sadness and the other feel inside in the very same time. It must have been our first love who made us feel like we were in the sky and does not know what to see. It must have been our first love who sends thousand million volts to make our heart skip its beat. It must have been our first love to make us turn into silence in a bit of our spoke. People keep telling me those things like they know what exactly I am feeling inside.

The other people believe when you become friend with your ex-lover, you both have been grown; while the other one believe to not be friend with our ex-lover. I keep telling myself to do things I really want to be, but it does not that easy.

When our first love become one of another exes, we thought we have been learned something. We thought we know how to lock our heart to keep its beat. We thought we know how it feels when we fell down from the highest sky. Then our first love comes with their kindness, to re-build our relationship not to get love involved within.

Then our first love comes with their new lover and they both seemed to say not to ruin their relationship.

When we looked back to take a deep air, we realize; we’re not that dumb to attracted in our past that long time.