if I hadn't met you that day, I wouldn't have experienced the pain and sadness and memories filled with tears, but if I hadn't met you, I would also haven't experienced that joy, excitement, preciousness, and the feeling absolute happiness.
how are you now? I continue to love the vast blue sky.

We are the player who play the games along time, but the different is, you always change the rules and I'll never be able to reach you close. 

you've gimme so many pains, there's no difference between three years ago and today. I thought you're different, I thought we could make it last...

So it's done.
I'm done waiting for you.
I'm done sending you texts.
I'm done stalking to your soc-med.
I'm done trying to find you.
and I'm really done loving you.