The Unsent Love Letters

It was 1 AM. He kissed me, eyes lingered on me, and I asked, "Why?" "I like you." "You don't know me," He tilted his head. "I want to, though." Damn he was so hot. And I lost my thought, our first kiss was sweet. I addicted to his.

I turned you into poetry, every time the feeling is heavy, every time the memories haunted me. I turned you into poetry, cause I know no way to shoo you away; or to keep you stay at the very same day

He's the whole universe of a poem. He wrote me one I am craving for more Now he's gone Left me no words It’s a memory You are such a game I might never beat Cause twas me, the attached one You are burning within my body The feeling is warm and pleasant; Yet harsh and bitter

kita terus bergandengan tangan saling menggenggam seolah menguatkan namun juga menyesakkan kita selalu bersama dengan dua arah tujuan yang tak pernah sejalan untuk aku yang percaya atau terperdaya kita selalu berawal dari sebuah titik membentuk garis, huruf, kata tanpa pernah kita benarkan untuk setiap kata yang takkan pernah menjadi kita untuk setiap suka yang kian berubah menjadi luka

you promised me to trust you but you are the one whose lies is drowning me into its deep blue ocean I am confuse for what the versions of you for you loved me or betrayed me why don't we make it clear? let me go or us

I am sick of being lied of being uneasy I was broken and still I am I told you so still you accept me I am damage I ruled by my pain it hurt still it hurts I couldn’t even know how to heal I’ve lost of surrender  Thought that I’m fine But still I’m broken and you wouldn’t heal me

I am pouring myself into words into deepest soul just to let you know It is hurt to be half loved I was defenseless by knowing you were better off without me why should it be your best when I feel like it my worst? you are laughing and blessing when I am breaking and cursing